an end towards the hectic life

life as a student always seems cheerful, tired, happy, sad, crazy, and many more.
say as what u want to say because every people live their own life.
mine has been great since the day i have entered the primary school and due to that i thank GOD for all of the happy moment i am able to enjoy for the past 17 years that i have spent in school, boarding school and university.
when we lost something that's value-able then at that moment
we feel our life is not complete as what it is. we think and search on our memory cells'
trying hardly to remember those precious moment that we had enjoyed.
and because of that, we're gonna appreciate it more than anyone
could do because in present we are dealing with something that
is same everyday for the rest of our life.

even though my life as an engineering student is a bit misery and not been able to enjoy the university life, yet there is still gonna be some part
of the memory left behind especially escaping
those boring classes, hanging out till midnight at
mamak stall chit chatting on something that might be
useful and sometimes just a stupid chat.
but i am pretty sure that
those memory will always stay inside my mind once
i enter the working life. not to deny that it might gonna be amazing for the first 2 or 3 years when i start working as a civil engineer
but when it comes towards some point or specific
word for it critical region of doing the same thing
everyday, definitely im gonna be bored doing it.




everyday getting up from bed exactly at 6 am. having breakfast until 7.30 am. go to work at 7.30 and be back at 5.00 pm everyday. imagine everyday doing the same routine until i retired. what a pathetic life it is. then come into my mind this one question that im still unable to answer and i believe most of the poeple still have not been able to find this asnwer as well.

"what do i want in this life? where am i going actually?"

this kind of question always be in my mind
and sent me to sleep every single night without
having an aswer towards it. what do i really search in my life. what kind of life do i really want to live. what i mean by kind of life is not a life that every
people aimed for such as "i wanna be successful!", "i wanna be rich" and so forth.
this kind of thinking is not something that we really want to achieve because of the environment that we are
living in present that makes us think that way.
what im delivering now is something that my heart really want it to be. a life that i wont regret when im quite old enough later on.

up until now.. still searching... have u found ur answer towards ur life?
think about it dear readers..
this is the answer that i leave for all of u.

"what are the things that u really seek in life"

u dont need to answer me because im not the person who u should tell.
it is u, yourself that needs to hear it.

warms regards~ :)

sweet tournment

having life with friend will always makes our days brighter and happy compare experiencing it all alone.

sometimes, people tend to throw away the friendship just because of the small thing happen.

people are sellfish in their own way.

depends on ourselves to accept it as what it is.

some people tend to learn how to forgive and forget.

some people also learn only how to forgive but hard to forget.

and the worst type of all, the one who does not know how to forgive yet forget.

we think we always right eventho we are wrong.

which type are we?

evaluate ourselves.

some of principle we have strained ourselves to follow it and sometimes, we break it for

 the good sake of other human being.

what ever it is, friend will always come and go.

remember that.

never make an enemy.

thousand friends are easy to compromise but one enemy is hard enough to handle.

choose which one we want to deal with our life. 

 

:) 

warm regards~

kegawatan ekonomi seorang pelajar

apabila tiba pertengahan bulan yakni sekarang (20-27) melanda. di dalam konteks bulan yang tidak kira apa.. aku acap kali mengalami masalah yang sama iaitu kehabisan duit perberlanjaan bagi bulan yang sepatutnya.

yaa

aku miskin sekarang.

didalam dompet hanya tinggal rm 1.

untuk hidup selama seminggu yang bakal datang.

makan apa?

makan hati ataw pun oat yang telah aku beli sekian lama.

santapan tengahari?

tidak perlu kerana kais pagi makan pagi kais petang makan petang.

itulah maksud peribahasa orang2 melayu zaman dahulu kala.

bisnes tidak lagi difikirkan kerana di dalam otak tidak mempunyai apa2 perancangan.

first thing first..

assignment haruslah disiapkan.

test bakal mendatang,

project transportation yang aku blank mahu lakukan.

esok ada tournament squash pula yang bakal mengugat setiap pintu2 cell di dalam badanku agar bekerja lebih keras.

yaa. hidup memang susah.

tapi itulah kenangan yang dapat disemadikan apabila menjelang hari tua nanti.

asam garam kehidupan.

perlu lengkap setiap rempah ratusnya agar kehidupan di hati tua lebih bermakna kerana setiap susah payah akan dikenang untuk dijadikan cerita pada anak cucu yang bakal datang.

peduli apa kerana rezeki datang dari tuhan.

tidak kira apa caranya kalau mahu datang ia akan datang.

jangan gusarkan hati memikirkan benda yang boleh membingungkan diri sendiri hingga jadi bengong.

teruskan kehidupan seperti tiada apa yang berlaku,

hidup ini memang palat, tetapi esok masih ada... :)

new side story of my life

band mix-o-lydient,
sila la tengok dan bagi feed back yer
(yana, matpik, goh, ishrat, hazim dan juga tomen)
bende ni baru siap buat tadi time tengah duduk kat tingkap
rasa angin malam.
=D
nanti bagi taw macam mana dengan lyric ni.

-verse 1-
Masa semakin singkat,
Usia semakin meningkat,
hidup masih juga belum puas,
melebihi segala pangkat dan darjat,

-verse 2-
Wang dijadikan mainan,
Mengisi segala keinginan,
Kuasa apa yang dijadikan rebutan,
Tergoda dengan hasil pujukan syaitan,

-chorus-
Dunia kini semakin hilang kepercayaan,
Anak-anak kecil hidup di dalam igauan,
Manusia ramai bertopengkan syaitan,
Kehilangan segala bentuk sifat kemanusiaan,

-guitar solo-

-verse 3-
Hanya malam menjadi tempat sandaran,
Melepaskan segala bentuk rintihan,
Menjadi pendengar kepada setiap keluhan,
Tentang dunia yang semakin kehancuran

-chorus-
Dunia kini semakin hilang kepercayaan,
Anak-anak kecil hidup di dalam igauan,
Manusia ramai bertopengkan syaitan,
Kehilangan segala bentuk sifat kemanusiaan,

now just tinggal nak cari melody untuk lagu nie and
dicadangkan key untuk lagu nie pakai key D

and lagu nie sebenarnya influence by symphonia punya band.
soo kalau boleh sound die nak neoclassical.
sama2 kita usahakan yer band mates sekalian~

good night!!

warms regards~~

=D

HOLIDAYS IN SCHEDULE

today i'm back in my hometown.
got nothing to do.
just got back from playing futsal with school mates back in semashur.
meet up with aliff aminuddin who just got back from japan.
he's gonna spend his holidays in malaysia up till 4 april.
every body now is happy and enjoying their own life.
i am stuck even though now it is my mid semester break.
stuck with assignments and homework to be done.
gonna go to kuching this coming friday and be back in kl on sunday.
trip to kuching might be wonderful enough but thinking on the second thought,
i might miss the practice session with my band-mates in block b on that same sunday night
where the night i am gonna be on the airplane from kuching airport to klia.
haish....
what a terrible feeling i have right now.
somehow, i need to practice a lot of things!

• singing
• doing homeworks
• finished up assignments
• lab report that supposed to be submitted after mid semester break ended

miss the old days.
everything seems like it move on like a water in the river
slow yet constantly moving in the right direction to the sea.
but now, the water came to the part where the water needs to find its own way or path
to overcome the obstacle in front or in their path to get back in the right direction.
need a blazer but dont have money to buy it.
gotta find a new purple t-shirt but don't know where to find it.
need improvement for singing yet still not hitting it.
life to me seems dull and empty.
when u have seen much things, u will come to a point that u feel something in your life is not right.
u want to change it badly and not appreciate it the way it is.
but the time is constraint and u'll realize the more u try to change it, the more things
get in the way.
people always said "just folow the flow".
but we are the one that have to decide it which flow that we want to follow.
either to go with it or go against it.
each move that we choose will lead to its own consequences.
just prepared mentally and physically for it.
aaa..
what a gloomy night....
gotta go now. the engineering statistics book still lay in front of me.
untouched! gotta open it and study the tutorial.
aim for the highest thing in your life.
work like there will be no tomorrow for you.
enjoy the things that makes u happy like it is the last time u are doing it.
sleep like a baby when u still have time for it.
thinks like an adult when ure having a problem and needs to solve it.
dont think about the result because u know u have worked for it.
good night....

warms regards...

interesting night

tonight, well, its quite an interesting night after all.
meet up with indera and ishrat. we hang out at darus salam.
talk about lots of thing especially getting more information from
the walking wikipedia which is indera of course. if its not, how come he has been labeled
as wikiINDERA rather than wikipedia by our group.
gosh! he got a lots of info
and believes me, if u ask anything, he can answer your
question because he's a man who
really likes to read. and for sure if there's a girl who wants to ask anything
and she find him at the first place, for sure when the girl leave, it will leave a very strong impression on that girl's mind
after she talked to this guy.

we went back to indera's house to play some instrument thing = guitar and keyboard.
i learn how to play viva la vida by coldplay using keyboard
haha the chord is simple!
C, D, G and E.

then came another theory part. which is the song can be improvise
by using a half step note higher or lower.
well since im not good in theory and a beginner, of course this new some
sort of information really makes me happy.
well, music is abstract and depends on every people's opinion to define it.
so lets put a full stop to it.
and the best part of it, i wanna take a new song that he composed
and try to suit in with the lyrics for the melody!
haha. gonna learn how to do it.
what ever it is,
still its a great noght tonight!

warms regards~

=D

P/s : if you wanna see a malaysian bad that really rocks the house, just click this url!
cool nak mati lagu dia! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t1HzqWAkkpo

8th week of study in UTP

a tiring week.
that's what i can say regarding this coming week.

tuesday - have a probability and statistic test
wednesday - have a theory of structure test
- briefing by education sponsorship unit
thursday - have to submit assignment transportation engineering
- lab in the morning for concrete technologies
- 2 classes of transportation engineering
friday - probably have to submit assignment theory of structure again
- jamming session at night
saturday - got to come back to kl for the wedding day of my sister
- at night probably another jamming session for eupho.
sunday - gonna be busy with the arrangement of the wedding ceremony
- after 12, gonna be back to utp again.

waaaaaaaaaaaa.! im gonna die for this.
what ever it is, this morning i saw something live in front
of my eyes. really.
from the start of the incident until the fellar
fell of and lay down quietly. but the sad part of it,
im not be able to help that fellar. poor him. hopefully there are
cars that will stop by and take him to the hospital.
wish him gonna be fine and not having bad injuries. sigh.
for the poeple that gonna drive a long journey, make sure that ure not fall asleep.
if u do, just take a break, have a cup of coffee and regain your consiousness.!
eventhough it might seems leceh, but who knows,
it might save your life! until next time, take care!

warms regard~ =)