Friday, May 22, 2009

an end towards the hectic life






life as a student always seems cheerful, tired, happy, sad, crazy, and many more.
say as what u want to say because every people live their own life.

mine has been great since the day i have entered the primary school and due to that i thank GOD for all of the happy moment i am able to enjoy for the past 17 years that i have spent in school, boarding school and university.
when we lost something that's value-able then at that moment
we feel our life is not complete
as what it is. we think and search on our memory cells'
trying hardly to remember those precious
moment that we had enjoyed.
and because of that, we're gonna appreciate it more than anyone
could do because in present we are dealing with something that
is same everyday for the rest of our life.


even though my life as an engineering student is a bit misery and not been able to enjoy the university life, yet there is still gonna be some part
of the memory left behind especially escaping
those boring classes, hanging out till midnight at
mamak stall chit chatting on something that might be
useful and sometimes just a stupid chat.
but i am pretty sure that
those memory will always stay inside my mind once
i enter the working life.
not to deny that it might gonna be amazing for the first 2 or 3 years when i start working as a civil engineer
but when it comes towards some point or specific
word for it critical region of doing the same thing
everyday, definitely im gonna be bored doing it.




everyday getting up from bed exactly at 6 am. having breakfast until 7.30 am. go to work at 7.30 and be back at 5.00 pm everyday. imagine everyday doing the same routine until i retired. what a pathetic life it is.
then come into my mind this one question that im still unable to answer and i believe most of the poeple still have not been able to find this asnwer as well.

"what do i want in this life? where am i going actually?"

this kind of question always be in my mind
and sent me to sleep every single night without
having an aswer towards it.
what do i really search in my life. what kind of life do i really want to live. what i mean by kind of life is not a life that every
people aimed for such as "i wanna be successful!", "i wanna be rich" and so forth.
this kind of thinking is not something that we really want to achieve because of the environment that we are
living in present that makes us think that way.
what im delivering now is something that my heart really want it to be. a life that i wont regret when im quite old enough later on.

up until now.. still searching...
have u found ur answer towards ur life?
think about it dear readers..

this is the answer that i leave for all of u.

"what are the things that u really seek in life"


u dont need to answer me because im not the person who u should tell.
it is u, yourself that needs to hear it.


warms regards~ :)





1 comment:

  1. pls zaim,aq da tuka address blog aq dol...
    update sket blog ko nh...
    haih :(

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